Hello sister (:

Hacked in your account ? Still remembered th user and password (:
iie miss you . guess its been months since we last met and talked eh ?
people change . maybe you had grown to find out things you did in th past are childish
or like you said, embarassing .
me too, i'm still blogging in th 2 years old blog iie have :D
my appearance or way towards life might have change .
but one thing will never change, i'm still as spoilt
or you can say that iie still want people to pamper me,
give in to me .

but you're trying to change that attitude of mine ?
that's why we're having this "cold war" iie guess
just like how we used to be when we're pri 5 ? or 6 . cant rmb well hahs
but then you're no longer trying to "pull me back"
maybe you have come to realize that
feeling pain or sadness for this friend is stupid
or something like, why am i even caring for a person like her ?
or maybe, you've found a right friend for yourself
one who empathizes with you .
or you're just too busy with your studies to care .

watever th reason,
iie hope this friendship lasts
and that its not just a facade or nothing true .
take good care of yourself and try doing sth to stop that weight gain x.x

changed your blogskin .
hope you dont mind .
feel free to edit or remove it if you dont like
you can try adding in wishes in th blue box on th left
or simply chg it into sth else .
and make yourself a tagboard for comments purpose
and ya links, since you removed th previous template yourself
then you'll have to relink them all over aqain
as iie dont have a backup copy of your blog template
& if you're still th slightest bit of concern
feel free to visit my blog (:

OMG! i read my previous posts, they're soooooooo scary!
everytime i look back at the past, things which i'd said are so embarrassing.
nvm, few yrs later when i read this post, i'll feel stupid all over again.
thats how ppl have motivation to improve right? one they feel stupid.
anw, i AM troubled..
my gastric probs is haunting me again, i have a feeling i'm dying soon =(
i've to eat & eat more than a pig la.
i dont find joy in eating nice food =(
taking height & weight on mon, & what,
MY WEIGHT!! i can score straight A's for O'lvl IF my results were as high as MY WEIGHT!!
imagine how scary it is..
i shall elaborate no more, my weight is for all to find out 2 days later =D
excited to see how i'll scare my classmates with that! XD
my password is my name with some dots in it. must post up to remind myself =)

hehheh!
first post in 2009~
i finally worked out my password. its my name with some dots!
=D)

Gastric came back again..
maybe gng hospital for full scan soon =/
hope nth happens..
tell me, how can a person eat a normal meal & suffered gastric pains 3hrs later?!
i think my body isnt actually full of fats, but undigested food =.=
seems like thr's a hole or sth then all de food i chew drop out of stomach, LOL!
hais, nvm la, pray everything will be fine =)
at least let me achieve my dream of becoming a teacher for a day den die can T_T


the root of all trouble. what a double-faced guy. yucks!
If ppl have mistaken you, then i suppose thats cause you spoke in broken english.
"I broke up with her last night" & "I left her last night"
two different things ok?!
pushing away all trouble and ended up still with her trust. wth.
Only siding her when she's around,
when she dissappears & trouble came,
you claimed you have nothing to do with her.
A person full of vulgarities is not worth bickering with.
but i hate vulgar. zzzzzz

Its not that people are telling untruths,
Its because you didnt get the facts right!
People you shld trust like your family, you doubted them.
People like abcd you give them your full trust.
you yourself should know how much you've changed.
If you dont wanna help yourself, noone can help you.
Its ok if you dont appreciate me as your friend,
but e very least, cherish ppl who truely cared for you.
Pray one day you'll wake up. God bless. =D)

yay ~
finally on bac com, exams over~
left paper 1 of phy & chem -.-
but must study! paper 1 can let u have 1% chance to pass!
tml is mummy's b'day, so i cant have my childrens' day present =(
nth much to blog abt, jus worries abt my results T_T
i dont want dui bu qi nu ren~ lol

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T~T
i rly dont know how to help you anymore...
ppl said unkind/ hurtful stuffs, wanting to bring a message across your brain
"please change yourself for a better one"
but you keep getting wrong n silly ideas like ppl getting jealous of u zzz!!!
i shld be glad i'm nt like you but well, nvm -.-
ppl close to you distanced but just think, why?
i'm always there for you but u kept assuming my clique 'stole' me away or sth funny ._.
i'm thr for you, but thr's also someone thr for me right?
i'm not like so strong to carry all burdens, i also need my own friends too.
this post is not to shoot you or whatever,
its just a post - proven that i have had read your blog =D)